Saturday, June 10th, 2006
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11:37 pm - randon thoughts
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may late nights and sleepless day`s have left my mind in a spinning motion , I `ve been staring in the mirror latey trying to decide is the choice to stay in this city will pay off. Or just make me more of a ghost one good thing about being in a big city is you can blend it and vanish , it`s like being back in school to me which I should be use to that feeling. And I `ve been wandering a lot latey trying to piece togther my hollow parts and become more then I am and to wipe away all of my social flaws.This should be a easy task but latey it harder to crack this shell of mine they say all of the answers of the future can be found in are past , but it`s to easy of a place to hide no people no present just memories
As much as this world can be beautiful to me its hard to except how this place world money drives everything there are no equal to colour or women here
With everything we`ve discovered and made so much progress we still live like cavemen are gorilla`s and some turtle special are disappearing faster then a blink of an eye. As some country profit from this kind of extermination
It has come to my conclusion that most of are lives are spend biting are lips and looking the other way with all the people who think a like if we were to run this world would it be better or is it are nature to destroy everything we make?
current mood:  blah
current music: nin - everyday is exatly the same
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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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12:08 am - my evening with rob zombie
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well I had high hopes for this being zombie with lacuna coil first time seeing them but that was the worst crowd ever for a concert a lot people seemed really sadated and didn`t respond to the bands and bunch of people were kicked out for reasons I don`t know but I saw so many fights nearly break out ,people that wanna watch the show up front the front which is fine but it`s a metal show and it`s sold out don`t bitch about moshing and the fact you can`t move that`s a price everyone has paided for being up front and if you wanna move just and say exuse me you don`t have push everyone and cause changes there have an enought friends with them that are gonna beat your ass for being a dick. I mean even with bands you don`t know you just wanna watch them but for a metal show people just get into bullet for a valentine were crap they were too much like 80`s music they did the back to back solo`s and the flying v guitars didn`t help. I had big hopes for lacuna seeing I really do like there music not just there singer but they sound great live but they need something to give it more and I know the crowd didn`t help the two singers idea is allright as long as you can sell the crowd and he looks like a lestat wannabe.
now down to the man zombie this is the forth time seeing him live I know what to expect form his shows but since this is his first relase in 4 years it show has changed a lot fading more from music to movie`s but the show was great but I think I miss bigger venues to see zombie I miss lots of blood hot dancers and fire , but zombie can still sell a crowd by playing a mix of early white zombie to new stuff from educated horses which I still don`t know what the horses mean
current mood:  exhausted
current music: lacuna coil - our truth
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Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
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11:33 am - hate paris hilton!!!
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an indian (T.Rajeevnmath)film director would like the crack smoking whore to play " the saint " mother teresa do directors not even look for good actress`s anymore do they put all these names in hat and pick them that way??
current mood: numb
current music: faith no more - digging the grave
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Monday, February 13th, 2006
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11:21 am - WTF??
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Well I couldn`t resist talking about this scott step former christain singer of creed is in the news again , this weekend he got married again to a former miss new york and she must have low standards or he lies really well to have someone marry his drunken ass. But she went threw with it anyways this weekend they tied the knot in miami with a huge wedding . Now when I think of wedding I the next you enjoy your honeymoon and spend the day with your new wife right? Well not for scott he is arrested the next day trying to get on a plane to LA with is alcohol level to be .18%
current mood:  sick
current music: system of a down- attack
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Monday, February 6th, 2006
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10:54 am - what I want is is`t enough
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well this weekend has come and gone for me again and the last 48hrs has givin me time to reflect on who I am . I `ve been waiting for answer for a guess a month now and I `ve been trying to prepare myself to good ending and also a bad one
But of course good luck never comes twice I thought for once I made the right choice on someone but I guess things are never last enough your always left with the feeling that your just not good enough for anyone. An maybe I `m not maybe it`s better to be alone and feel empty and then get torn between emotions
But I don`t wanna come off as a jerk or anything like that but I guess I had my chance and messed it up and now all I have is myself
current music: seether- remedy
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Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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8:12 pm
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If anyone found me dead these 9 steps on how to dispose a body will help.
1:remove all contents from the outer bag
2:open,the large white sheet,place on bed put the deceased in the center
3:tie ankles and wrists with the string supplied
4:attach the toe tag with plastic tie
5:fold excess plastic at the head and the feet to the center of the body
6:fold the top and the bottom corners into the center
7:fold the left side over and tuck into the right side
8:fold right side over as tightly as possible
9:use the long string supplied to secure the body in the plastic
current mood:  confused
current music: system of a down -hypnotize
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Monday, July 4th, 2005
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3:38 pm
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Having three day`s off I should be well rested and relaxed but I guess that`s not for me after getting though the move to the new place which is slowing coming along to feeling like home again . I enter the subway at ossington there must have been 100 people there I had to push my way threw tons of people like a mosh pit to finally get on a subway , and as were leaving for ST.george station were have technical problems and I `m stuck there for 30 min so I finally get to work an hour late
the TTC sucks!!!
current mood:  annoyed
current music: hole-live through this
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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
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5:27 pm - why do all the shitty people get all the great roles?
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and from my subject line you can tell what this is gonna be about there are finally making alice the video game into a movie and they have been in talks with this for a long time. And originally is was gonna be wes craven thank god is`t not !!
Marcus Nispel who directed the texas chainsaw massacre will be directing this one which is great since I was really never a fan of the original TCM movie but the new version I thought was amazing
but I was always wondering who would play alice I mean there lots of great actress`s to play this one but of course they pick the dumb blonde sarah mic gellar WTF? why the hell her just because she could kill lame vampires in a crappy tv show`s doesn`t mean she can really act and since I haven`t see the grudge re-make but they reviews have saved me the trouble of watching her attempt to act
oh and for all the nine inch nails fans they will be coming to toronto november 11/05 at the air canada centre
current mood: angry
current music: nine inch nails -only
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
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4:12 pm - nothing last forever...
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well it`s been a long time I written anything but it`s safe to say that the times lately for relationships , jobs , housing and life itself has gone straight to hell
With all these things to happen in a very short period things just haven`t been to good latey for anyone but death is one thing that I haven`t had to deal with since I was a kid but I found out last night that my grandfather has passed away , and I not to sure how to deal with this situation since I haven`t spoken to him like four years since I use to visit all the time when I wasen`t working not for the fact that we were close cause I did all his chorses around his place but we didn`t get along he didn`t approve of my father and my mom childhood so I think the most that bothers me out his death he still wins with a bitter end over all of us...
current mood: frustrated
current music: system of a down . sad satue
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
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9:39 pm - tbm video preview....
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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2:09 pm
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well that was quick his profile has been erased!!
current mood: accomplished
current music: nine inch nails- with teeth
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1:42 pm - why to have to hid who they really are...
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well this goes out to everyone who ever taken a picture of me I just got this link and I know I don`t have a vampire freaks profile but this moron has stolen every picture that I` ve put up what the fuck do people have to steal pic`s of me all the time am I really that important???
http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=Raje
current mood: angry
current music: nine inch nails- love is not enough
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Monday, April 4th, 2005
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4:01 pm - JESUS
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Well this has been a crappy weekend with all my outdoor activities canceled to due to snow!!, the pope has left us and I like to say it`s about fucking time, but I `m sure he did one or two good things in his life time but hating gay`s was not one of them.But I was shown former guitarist HEAD of korn his head up site . with all of his pro choice god crap just makes me laugh and if you haven`t seen his site check it out it`s worth the look.
but on my myspace account I have a quoit "I `m searching for something that can`t be found" now I like this line cause I always am looking for a better life a better job and whatever else we think that we think need or just want and this line is also from a type o negative song.
but I did not except happy church folks sending me long e-mails on how they were like me but when they found him , everything was great then
Do not sent me you life story all your problem I don`t care....keep that shit to yourself
I choose to ignore jesus and I fine with that , and if he does exist I know I `m already going to hell anyways..
current mood: annoyed
current music: pantera 5 min alone
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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5:42 pm - understand myself
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this just cam across me and and the more I think about what this say`s more I agree with it , cause I honestly don`t go for those horoscopes, but this acually makes sense..
well I know I Harley update but ever since I stopped writing I just don`t update , which I know I should do more so sorry :(
but I hope everyone doing well and happy late easter to all..
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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current mood:  calm
current music: nothingface - so few
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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11:25 am - the end of 2004 ...
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Well finally it`s the end of 2004 and I `m look ing forward to it`s end cause this years has just been shitty and annoying so it`s tradition to make new years resolutions but not to me if something in your life needs to be changed. You should do it and not wait till the end of the year to do it , but for I just need to work more and try to sort out more of my life and progress and move on ..
HAPPY NEW YEARS !!! to all
plus for those who don`t have a have a myspace account I was sent a link for a new web site called www.musecube.com you can sign up for free well at least the basic profiles are free but is a site for models,photographers and fashion designers so if your intrested check it out...
-jonny
current mood: awake
current music: static-x trance is in motion
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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1:27 pm - merry christmas
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Hello to all!!!
I would like to wish everyone a merry christmas
-jonny:>
current music: newlydeads - silent night
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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4:12 pm - a little update
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Well I decided to come home for the afternoon and after much yelling at the bank they finally gave me a new bank card well more of a temp one time they verifiy my sign, so hopefully I make it on rent day next week ,
but on the plus side I still think are little cd store is cool cause they buy anything so I got rid of some old stuff and got lacuna coil and rammstein amerika single ,and usally people are really happy on there birthday but I generally not but I think I `ve been in a shitty mood for a long time now so maybe with my time off next month I get over my issues ...
-jonny
current mood: confused
current music: rammstein - amerika
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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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10:02 pm
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Well I like to vent out my lost couple of day`s first of all with the approaching of my birthday since I getting my mid 20`s I see a lot of people thinking there getting too old and they haven`t done anything, and I would be ignorant to think so cause I don`t feel or look old , but recently my back has been has been giving me a lot of problems so I had to go to a chiropractor to have some cracking done which which did the trick I guess.
But I think I gotta get back into exercising and taking better care cause the last few day`s I was in such pain
but on the some bright points I went to see Skinny Puppy last night I was worried the at there age they could put it of anymore but how wrong I was they were so amazing !!! but before the show I some how lost my ID and my bank card I don`t know how the hell I did that so I gonna get a passport or some kind of government ID now and a new bank card again ...how depressing
well I hope this entry staying in my jounal!!!
-jonny
current mood: disappointed
current music: david bowie - get real
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9:59 pm - What the fuck!!!
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I just updated my journal and it went into meghan`s journal livejournal is a dick!!!!
current mood: annoyed
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Saturday, October 30th, 2004
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11:44 pm
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